hasapoint: an old scarred woman considers (by Anna Akhmatova)
Need (Sister Lashan) ([personal profile] hasapoint) wrote in [community profile] lukeoutbelow2022-06-10 02:56 pm

Do not be afraid of light

They smelled the battlefield long before they saw it. The apprentices and little Sisters who hadn't been on this kind of excursion before covered their noses and exclaimed. Vena didn't. As the child of a camp follower she would know to expect this, but her tread slowed and she looked repeatedly at Sister Lashan, especially as the sound of incredible numbers of crows cawing grew louder.

"Nasty, isn't it? Decay is part of death which is part of life," Lashan said firmly, if not totally without sympathy. How young had she been, the last time she was upset by the aftermath of battle? "There's armies that immediately turn around and sort the living from the dying from the dead and take care of that then and there. Not here, they're leaving it for the locals to handle or not and we're local enough. If you fight, you may well fight for people who'll leave you if you fall and move on. Make sure you at least have friends who'll look for you." They pressed on with their wagon. The donkey put its ears back but did not balk.

It wasn't as bad as it would get over the next few days. The bodies - it was now academic who had belonged to which side of whichever meaningless conflict this was - were not much bloated and decayed yet. Flies were not yet overwhelming. Right now the field of bodies was mostly attended by carrion birds, and various other birds that were willing to take advantage of the bounty before them. Finches among them, tiny beaks dipped red. A few other people could be seen picking their way across what had been a perfectly useable pasture. They kept clear. Lashan tasked girls to keep watch for them anyway, pretended not to see the ones who were being sick, and oversaw as dead men were loaded onto the donkeycart. They'd take them away a distance, say the rites, strip them of useful things, get them buried, and come back.

She paused. Something... like a sound. Not a sound. Lashan was hearing something with her mind, closer than the pickers. A threat? She stood like a sentinel and paid attention.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-28 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
“Pull! Pull with everything you’ve got!” he shouts to Galli as soon as he sees a few of them start to trip up in front. Before more appear or they regain their stability!

He clenches his teeth and gives the rope a strong yank as he takes a step back, hoping their opportunity would build upon itself. His whole body had started to burn after the second round of giving and trading. One of them will have to give in soon!

He had mercifully been too focused staring ahead to hear the commentary, or he might have slipped out of sheer embarrassment.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-28 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
That's it! They did it! But despite feeling some of the rope slacken and attempting to correct for it, he doesn't adjust quite in time to avoid being disbalanced by Galli at his ankles.

Guts is the next domino to trip and fall, most of his back landing in the mud with a plop and one arm falling messily on Galli, draped with rope and all around her shoulders. The rope itself is now mostly slack, though one hand of his refuses to let go, looking rather red on the palm. Had he been any less tired, he would have remembered to jerk away from the two of them touching.

As it was, all he could focus on for a few seconds was getting some air into his lungs, not even minding the warmth of another human for the time being.

"Did we win?" he pipes out, finally.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-28 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
He eventually lets go of the rope along with Huo, feeling his hands shake and sting from the effort. It was all the exertion of training without so much of the bloodied, life or death danger to it. Planting both hands into the mud, he sits up and manages to choke out a small and genuine laugh.

“That was fun. But I think we got lucky.”

Guts isn’t sure he could pull that off a second time the way he was now. Maybe after more rest. When he turns to look at Galli, he notices her frozen expression.

“Hey, you there? Hit your head on a rock or something?” He waves a muddy hand in front of her face.
Edited 2022-11-28 08:40 (UTC)
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-29 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
A simple shrug in response - Guts' wordless expression of 'suit yourself'. Maybe she was enjoying the cool rain. Looking up at the sky, surrounded by the festive laughter, he certainly seemed satisfied letting the refreshing drops coat his muddied skin. It eased the burning inside.

His position in the mud left him vulnerable to being surrounded by the small children swarming him, momentary peace interrupted. He was around eye-level to them, rather than towering above, which left him surrounded by a lot of tiny and curious faces with perfect opportunities to talk.

"Hey," he warns them, "Don't get too handsy."

It wasn't a snobbish gesture - much like Galli, he seems to tense up a bit at any tugs at his clothes or arms. The bombardment of 'Can you pick up a horse?' and 'What about pulling a bunch of logs?' 'No no, hauling a big rock!' type questions were quickly getting overwhelming for someone unused to the energy of excited children. Guts never thought he could feel so claustrophobic from just a bunch of voices and excited faces. Even when he was a child, he tended to be on the quieter side.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-29 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey."

The perpetrator of the poke doesn't get off without a frown in her direction, to emphasize the point. Once the children were mostly done accosting him with questions, he gives Galli another look from a corner-glance over his shoulder, quite comfortable in her place in the mud.

Now that he'd caught his breath some, Guts goes and gets to his feet - though the action made him sharply aware that the soreness from the previous day hadn't gone anywhere. He seems pensive at Hesri's question. Trying once out of curiosity was fine, but continuing to play silly games just seemed like such a childish thing to do. He wasn't a kid.

"Is there really nothing else to do in this village but goof off?" he asks incredulously. No work for them to get busy with?
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-29 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Guts supposes he can see how it works for them. Village life really had its own cadence to it. It was almost sleepy in its routines, even with much of the day occupied by some kind of work. Though maybe that could have been because he spent plenty of time in the infirmary resting. He could observe without being absorbed in the banality of tending to plants or baking bread, or whatever other boring chore they were doing.

Without realizing he was almost begging for another fire metaphor from Hesri, he says:

"I'm feeling pretty warmed up, but I guess... Training never felt this cheery."

It either had the pressure of trying to prove himself, or a trance-like meditation, or something else. It was never jovial or playful, even if there were triumphant moments sometimes. Even if it felt right.

Wrestling with the girls admittedly seemed like a strange concept, even if he was a step closer to admitting he wouldn't mind another game. He just wasn't sure how to approach it.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-30 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
If Guts was bothered at all by the scarring, he wasn't showing it.

"I do like it." he says to Hesri. "Easy way to keep the head quiet."

Maybe not the answer she meant exactly, but it was the honest one. Plenty of dark and difficult days were worked through by focusing only on the sword in his hands. He supposes this was something of a middle ground, even if he sacrifices peaceful solitude.

He... thinks he gets the latest metaphor. Somewhat. He's not sure if he believes it entirely. He felt just fine until he got here, smouldering on his own. But as long as he was stuck here, may as well alleviate the boredom with something familiar.

"So do people just jump in, or what?" he asks her, watching the girls scuffle in the mud. Would it even feel fair to join them?

"Don't exactly know all the other sticks around here."
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-11-30 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
Is this what he wants? For some random village girls to learn from him? Lashan did mention the sorry state of their guard forces, taught too late to properly hone their skills with a sword.

This could be another way to pay back the old bag's hospitality, he supposes. Keep himself busy and leave them a little more ready to fight. Ordinarily, he'd be too impatient. Too haughty and annoyed and ready to move on to real action to bother with babysitting villagers unable to defend themselves proper. Even now, the thought makes his hackles rise a little, especially after the rivalry bubbling in the last week.

But, he finds himself not wanting to leave just yet.

"Um. Sure. But why play the game if you don't think you'll win?"

Maybe he should wait for the rope again. The girls could be quite a force when they coordinated together - be it pulling a rope or trying to kill him.
garmr: (golden age 13)

[personal profile] garmr 2022-12-01 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Experience has given him the sense to not ask what Hesri's deal with fire was, but some part of him remains inescapably curious.

"Sure. That makes it more interesting." He agrees easily in response to the terms, though Nerine gets a doubtful glance from him on whether or not it'd be fair. None of these were real fighting lessons, he reminds himself. It was just a game.

Although Hesri had some height on him, when they sit at the table and lock hands, he finds his palm and fingers wrapping around hers more extensively than expected at first glance. The ointment underneath her bandages felt slippery, making the grip a bit odd when the prolonged hand-holding was already a little awkward. The calluses roughening the texture of his palms weren't going to help much between the oil and the rain.

When he looks up, the first thing he notes up close is that her eyes seem almost as orange as the flames that had licked her skin. There was something mysterious about her. And then the count begins.

He pays close attention to their hands. The time limit leaves his own hovering easily at the center for a few seconds while waiting for the seconds to tick down. Around four or five is when some proper torque is put in ( a thing he mentions between one of the rounds - if she tilts her wrist a certain way, she could make more use of her leverage ).

And although the test of strength was uneven, Guts' sense of time apparently ran on the short side. Impatient. Hot-blooded, even if he was being careful. The first non-victory aggravated the next, leading to one slipped delay when Hesri got the better wrist position just long enough for the ten seconds to lapse. Was he actually going to lose this one? Stupid! They switch hands and go one more.

"That was ten." he shoots Nerine an aggravated look, feeling like he was being goaded on purpose. "Did you learn to count where you learned to fight?"
Edited 2022-12-01 22:12 (UTC)
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-12-02 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Mister Boy was a lot less forgivable when it was her saying it.

"Don't think I'll go easy just 'cause you're an ankle biting twerp."

Nerine brings out his antagonistic side easily. Somehow. Whatever gentleness he'd shown with Hesri appears to have evaporated, trading in that cautious awkwardness with the combative menace they'd found buried in the battlefield a week ago. He at least settles when Galli arrives (freshly showered) to help set the ground rules. He is using more bark than bite here, but the barking was pretty emphatic.

Arms crossed and breaking out the Full Frown, he mostly acquiesces to the rules of the latest game he was yanked into. No punching, no punching tits (does this even apply to either of them?) no throat grabs. He only complains when Headbutting is axed off the list, because: 'How'm I supposed to give her rematch a fitting end? This's barely even a fight.'

But fine! Fine. It's a game. Not a lesson in proper combat. So beyond a vocal complaint, it looks like he'll be getting sashed up.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-12-03 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
After Galli's explanation, Guts decides to wrap the 'flag' like a headband, because screw making it easy for this girl in particular. She'll have to jump high if she wants to get her victory. The trailing ends fall over the back of his neck.

"That's why, since you were askin'." He jabs a thumb at Nerine smothering herself in mud, a delayed response to Galli's 'topless' question. That mud that will inevitably end up all over him in short order. He brushes the drying dirt off his shoulders, exposing a bit more skin to the sun, and makes his way over to his tiny opponent.

Hesri catches him before the start of the round, and the earnestness of the question manages to strum some guilt out of him. She was too kind-hearted. In truth, even focusing on the ten-second rule she'd set still didn't leave him feeling right. The weak grip of her hands and the burns of her skin made him feel like he was beating down on a sick or injured person. At least Nerine was feisty enough to make him feel annoyed at her instead.

"It's just a contest." he ends up saying with a shrug. In his head, that draws a line between game and proper duel.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-12-05 10:11 am (UTC)(link)
"You sure she ain't some kinda rat?"

Guts watches her with a slight disbelief - it's like Nerine gained the ability to scurry up walls with her rodent abilities. Well, fine. If she really wants to injure herself up there, he's not gonna stop her. He follows in a straightforward fashion: jumping up and catching the end of the roof, pulling up to the top with a little momentum. The bruises didn't hurt his sides as much as the raw spear wound.

With their new contest location set, he catches the sight of Galli down below, waiting for her to officially announce the start of their contest. His footing was a bit less even, but it was also less slippery without the mud around. He realizes Nerine would have an easier time scrawling around on her short legs. She probably planned that the whole time, he thinks.

She's aggressive, but so is he, and so the two crash into each other in chaotic fashion. Nerine trying to dive between his legs, Guts trying to get a hold on her clothes. She is slippery and nimble and close to the ground, but he has plenty of reach to make up for it. At one point, he manages to seize a fistful of muddy cloth in a grip strong enough to rip a piece out of the fabric when she manages to wriggle free. Escape, but at the cost of a clean hem!

Some of the particulars of the rules become forgotten between the two of them - Nerine lands a good enough elbow into the bruised side of his ribs to make him flinch. There might have been a nip of teeth and a punch somewhere in there. She later manages to scale up his back after landing a good blow to the side. A ribbon within reach! Until he twists around violently enough to accidentally hit something soft with his elbow and lose his balance at the same time. Slipping!

"Fuck-!" is the last thing he yells as he falls with Nerine attached. Luckily, the two land harmlessly in a pile of wet hay as a mismatched tangle of limbs.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-12-05 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Guts shoots up into a sitting position, spitting out pieces of straw that had gotten into his mouth. The wet strips are stuck to his hair and any other part of him that had gotten slightly wet from rolling around with little Nerine.

The admonishment from the twins goes right over his head, but he's distracted for a moment by Lashan approaching the scene. Distracted long enough for a hand to reach in and tug the headband off him while it was within reach. Success!

"Hey-" he turns to Nerine, scowling. Goes quiet. Then lets out a loud snort that might have been misconstrued for a laugh if the earlier example hadn't been heard. Did they really just do that?

"Fine, rat girl. You earned it."

But at what cost? Never the graceful loser, Guts decides to get his revenge by scooping her into a headlock and messing up the girl's hair as vigorously as he can. Like hell he was going to let her enjoy her victory without a light knuckle grind to the top of the head. Real battles didn't have clean rules!

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