hasapoint: an old scarred woman considers (by Anna Akhmatova)
Need (Sister Lashan) ([personal profile] hasapoint) wrote in [community profile] lukeoutbelow2022-06-10 02:56 pm

Do not be afraid of light

They smelled the battlefield long before they saw it. The apprentices and little Sisters who hadn't been on this kind of excursion before covered their noses and exclaimed. Vena didn't. As the child of a camp follower she would know to expect this, but her tread slowed and she looked repeatedly at Sister Lashan, especially as the sound of incredible numbers of crows cawing grew louder.

"Nasty, isn't it? Decay is part of death which is part of life," Lashan said firmly, if not totally without sympathy. How young had she been, the last time she was upset by the aftermath of battle? "There's armies that immediately turn around and sort the living from the dying from the dead and take care of that then and there. Not here, they're leaving it for the locals to handle or not and we're local enough. If you fight, you may well fight for people who'll leave you if you fall and move on. Make sure you at least have friends who'll look for you." They pressed on with their wagon. The donkey put its ears back but did not balk.

It wasn't as bad as it would get over the next few days. The bodies - it was now academic who had belonged to which side of whichever meaningless conflict this was - were not much bloated and decayed yet. Flies were not yet overwhelming. Right now the field of bodies was mostly attended by carrion birds, and various other birds that were willing to take advantage of the bounty before them. Finches among them, tiny beaks dipped red. A few other people could be seen picking their way across what had been a perfectly useable pasture. They kept clear. Lashan tasked girls to keep watch for them anyway, pretended not to see the ones who were being sick, and oversaw as dead men were loaded onto the donkeycart. They'd take them away a distance, say the rites, strip them of useful things, get them buried, and come back.

She paused. Something... like a sound. Not a sound. Lashan was hearing something with her mind, closer than the pickers. A threat? She stood like a sentinel and paid attention.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-07-27 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
"That's it? Don't lie." He doesn't believe her. Any age past twenty something all merged into some nebulous gradient of Old in his head. She was on the latter end of Old, though she could still move around and fight, so that puts her a good couple of steps before the eventual state of every person, which was Corpsehood.

The crude explanation, on the other hand, seems to finally hammer the idea of a bayot in. He blinks a few times in puzzlement. Guts realizes he can't imagine what a baby Lashan would look like. She could have emerged fully formed and seventy-one, riding around on horses with her throaty voice, and that seemed to sit right in his head.

"Huh." Is his immediate response. He finds the peculiar tale rather easy to accept, even if he didn't relate. Lashan had shown him an undeserved amount of kindness, which weighed heavier than whatever it is she had under her clothes. Mercenaries weren't supposed to pry into each other's pasts, anyway.

"Sounds like a rough way to grow up."
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-07-28 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
He really doesn't want to think very hard about whats under Lashan's anything, and the change of topic is welcomed. Besides, he earnestly wanted to ask her why she gave up freedom on the Plains to babysit a bunch of girls in a compound (and the errant boy, apparently). Freedom out in the open was much more alluring than being stuck in some village.

The question his caught in his throat when he sees her reaching for her bow, and he silently takes the hint to focus ahead. Body tensed, senses alert, his eyes dart back up the dirt trail, seeing nothing in the trees but hearing the weak gurgle of slow river water. He could see the twinkle of the moving water catching rays of light. It appears they were practically at their destination, but something was off. All the birds had gone quiet.

He scours the underbrush for hints of any human movement, left hand at Lashan's scabbard in case he needed to draw.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-07-29 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
The restless hoof at the ground is familiar to him, ears pinned cautiously, an uncertain snort through wide nostrils. The nervous anticipation of animals before combat. Guts' hand remains steady on the reins, vigilant but unerring and calm. He had none of the magic insights Lashan did, but he had a good instinct for when something was wrong, and the empty glade felt off.

When his eyes catch nothing but the boat bobbing lazily in the water, he decides to dismount.

"I'm getting a closer look." he says, leading Safflower out of Thistle's way where the path fanned out. With the thick tree roots and big rocks by the riverbank, being on horseback wasn't going to help him much. His pride wouldn't allow him to consider hiding behind Lashan.

He scans the ground for hints of footprints or signs of struggle, finding a few trails from where the boatmen (or women?) had disembarked from the water. He approaches the boat to look for clues the mud and the creaking wooden planks.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-07-30 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Guts’ demeanor changes as he spins towards a man’s voice to his left. His mind focuses in on that target, all the distractions of the woods blacked out by the urge to kill.

Safflower’s front hooves bounce off the ground, inadvertently drawing the man’s attention as she kicks up dirt. A short, agitated neigh from deep within her chest answers his baffled question of: ’A horse?’ And the dawning realization that he’d been discovered. He curses under his breath.

In that moment, Guts had vanished from the boat and moved a few paces behind him, sword drawn. The visor was slid over his face, his eyes peering out from the steel rim like sinister black wells.

A twig cracks beneath his boot, giving him away a pace or two early. Guts clenches his teeth at his mistake, a flash of white in the muddy green, but leaps forward to make his move.

It’s over after a brief struggle. The pommel of Lashan’s sword is slammed down on the man’s skull. With a grunt of pain and his opponent dazed, Guts moves to grapple. He was a little shorter than his enemy, but the difference wasn’t so great that he couldn’t leverage their weights to slam him on his back.

Knees pin the armored body to the ground, the sword edge is held a hair’s width away from skin and all the delicate blood vessels in the throat.

“Scream, and I’ll cut your head off.” the boy hisses out, and the crazed look in his eyes seems to freeze whatever panicked words were waiting in the throat beneath his sword.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-08-06 10:25 am (UTC)(link)
Two down. The arrows are nearly silent, but the men's screams of pain ring in his ears. Guess alerting them wouldn't be a problem anymore.

"Want to join your friends? Or do you want to tell me where you came from?" he raises the blade off the hair's edge of his neck.

'You rotten brat-,' the man spits at his visor as he uses the brief opportunity to slip an arm free. The two struggle in the dirt. It appears less like a coordinated fight and more like two animals twisting their bodies around each other, one desperate to escape further and the other trying to keep his catch pinned long enough to tire out his victim.

The size of the blade works against Guts so close, and he is forced to half-sword to maneuver it around each other's limbs. A knife slipped from his enemy's belt, the blade flashing sparks on steel, edge briefly tasting flesh. It ends up knocked a few feet out of grasp with a good elbow from his gauntlet. Blunt metal strikes skin.

In the end, once the dust settles, said brat finds himself still on top, collecting a few cuts and deepening bruises for the trouble. His knees are braced against the ground, his arms pressing down against the weakening struggle of the man's crossed forearms beneath. A wrong slip could send the longsword's tip plunging deeply into his neck.

'Wait - ' the man wheezes out, spitting blood from his mouth where it painted his nose and lips, freshly stricken by blunt metal. The yellowish white teeth were painted red.

'To hell with this.' he coughs out, the man - mercenary or otherwise - appears to be second-guessing whether he wants to die for his cause. 'Ain't worth the damn money like this.'

The pressure lets up between the two of them as Guts slowly sits straight. He doesn't keep his eyes off either hand, grip on the sword tense and ready to spring to action. He was coated with a fresh layer of sweat.

"Smart move." he says, eyes black in the shadow. It appears that he would be honoring the promise to talk.

The intruder lets out a sigh of relief, letting his trembling arms finally rest. Once he catches his breath, he opens his mouth to speak again, but his words appear be caught in his throat.

'It.. He...' The man's eyes go bug-wide as his words turn to wheezing gasps like a fish breathing air. There's an unnatural gurgle up his throat that Guts couldn't help but compare to a plague victim in a late stages of their disease. The gasps turn into violent coughs, the man's hands grasping at his own throat in futility.

Guts looks down in alarm, leaning back as a glob of dark blood erupts from the man's mouth. The coagulated mass ruptures and coats his jaw and neck in black-red fluids, settling into a wet halo in the dirt around his head. His eyes were rolled back into their sockets, but the rest of the body rapidly slackens beneath his weight. Just like that, he was dead.

"What the hell...?" Guts stands to his feet, disturbed. He'd seen many ways men could die by the sword, but never like that. His blade hadn't nicked any major arteries or veins, he was sure of it!
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-08-12 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Guts whips his head to Lashan, the sword gripped tightly in his hand.

"What the hell...?" he repeats. "What's that supposed to mean? What happened to him?"

The viscera and blood of the battlefield was something he was used to. This smelled of something entirely unnatural, something foreign and that shouldn't be. It disturbed him the same way seeing the dead rise would, while at the same time second-guessing if he'd just hallucinated the whole thing. A heated fight to the death was exactly the place where superstitions are born, and he liked to think of himself as being fairly grounded. Maybe he had nicked an artery and missed it in the scuffle.

The immediate shock of the death shakes off when he catches more noise on their periphery. No time to dwell on it. There might be more men for them to kill. He lowers his head, peering around Thistle to catch a glimpse of what was approaching them from Safflower's rear. The mare was pawing the ground restlessly, throwing her head with agitation.
Edited 2022-08-12 06:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-08-19 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
She can't be serious. is this first thought that comes to mind. Magic wasn't real, was it?

Guts has little time to dwell on the matter when more men - allies, probably? - come into view, and dragged a wretch of a creature. He could barely recognize it as a bear, between its messed up face and skinny limbs and missing patches of fur. He'd seem mangey street dogs that looked less miserable.

"What, and let that thing run off and wander around?" he responds, voice low. "Looks like we got lucky. Found 'em before they could find us. "

He hadn't retreated the first time they'd met, why would he start now? Maybe the last fight had simply been insufficient, and he wanted an excuse to properly use that sword in his hands. His fingers tighten around the hilt with anticipation.

Regardless, he slips back into the cover of the green, inching closer towards to get a better look. The flat of the greatsword rests impatiently on his pauldron as the scene devolves to chaos. Maybe the lot would kill each other and leave them nothing to finish off.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-09-08 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Between the chaos of the bear and wooden shafts of arrows being buried in exposed throats, it’s easy to miss the figure of the boy slipping from bush to bush. A glint of metal here and there could easily be the glare of the stream or another fellow merc.

A few spare needles of pine fall on a man’s helmet, drawing his attention behind and around. A momentary distraction that could be lethal under Lashan’s bow, if she had the opportunity. The man doesn’t think to look up.

Pines were tougher to climb than squat oaks, especially with one hand occupied by a sword, but this one had branches thick enough to scrape by on. Guts ignores the remaining men - he wouldn’t have trouble with them in this chaos. Crouched over the branch, he’s careful to avoid jostling more pine needles out of place.

He waits for the wretched creature to back up underneath him, quiet and still, dropping down the moment its shoulders cross the thin evergreen twigs. From above, he aims the point of the sword at the back of its head, aiming to run it all the way through with some aid from gravity.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-09-18 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
He missed! Guts is already under the pull of gravity as the bear rears up, slicing steel into its thick shoulder but leaving a wound that's not nearly lethal enough to down such a large beast. He hits the ground with a crunch of gravel, the bear easily towering several feet above his head as the blade is pulled from its diseased flesh.

With a pained roar from its throat, the tormented creature slams back on all fours, turning towards the source of its pain. A quick swipe glances the metal of his helmet - the claws could have easily taken his head if he were unarmored.

The boy squares himself, putting Lashan’s steel between him and certain death. The chaos of the men and Lashan seems to disappear as the lends all his focus on the enemy in front of him. The long claws on its paws, the frothing drool dripping from its fangs. The vicious glint of a tiny animal eye between the hornlike growths. It was more monster than bear to him.

His eyes remain dark and focused ahead, but make no mistake, there was a fear underlying it all. A slight tremble in his grip and in his legs as he thought of what to do next. Gambino taught him where the arteries of a man lie beneath his flesh - but would that work on a beast?

He evades a swipe, weaves between a tree, circles around to get in a better position. As nimble as he was, the angered creature was just as determined to follow and crush him. He takes any opening - recklessly, as was his style - landing a cut by the knee, a slash at the forearm, nothing deep enough.

Dark blood flows down the bear’s great limbs, one leg slightly hindered. Attempting to close in on this weakness, Guts falls prey to a full swipe from the beast connecting square in the chest. The claws rake across his breastplate and sends his smaller body flying, slamming hard against a boulder crowned by roots of a tree.

His vision goes white from the blow, head hitting hard stone, letting out a high grunt of pain. Miraculously, the boy was still clinging onto his sword, but he was too dazed to notice the bear preparing to charge into him. It was all he could do to remember up from down as he shakily attempts to get back up.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-09-19 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Guts' world was still swimming when the finishing blow that should have crushed him never came. He doesn't quite process what happened at first, vaguely hearing the whinny of Lashan's horse through the ambient noise. The boy recognizes her voice through the chaos as he shakily stands to his feet.

His arms felt cold with the drops of rain. Looking up, he sees a knife in the bear's eye socket and the futile thrashing of its thick and deadly arms.

Despite his body's complaints, he raises the blade again, eyes fluttering open beneath the rim of his helmet. Teeth clenched, he sees the line of the creature's sternum on its chest between its powerful chest muscles, and angles the sword. As terrifying as the mutant was, it was still mortal. Still a creature of flesh and blood, with a ribcage full of soft and vital organs beneath.

Head throbbing, limbs aching, he thrusts the sword upwards as the bear's great bulk falls on him, impaling the full length of steel entirely into its chest. His legs crumple beneath the weight, disappearing beneath the monster with a shout (of pain? of surprise? a bit of both). His fate was impossible to discern, but the massive creature would soon be in the throes of its own death as blood begins to spill liberally from the wound and pool widely into the damp earth.
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After the wind is knocked out of him, Guts is inundated by the sensation of being drenched. Sticky, hot blood mixed with cold and slippery earth. He'd been dragged for a bit, clinging desperately to that sword, getting mud and rocks and grass wedged between the steel plates and tightly woven leather straps before the massive bulk slumps on him and pins his body there.

He struggles with little success. No way. No way in hell was he going to die under an over-sized corpse after nearly getting his head cleaved off. The pallid, sickened flesh of the creature's belly wriggles furiously as he manages to get a hand free. Clawing half-successfully at the ground, he manages to pull his head out from beneath the bear, gasping desperately for a clean breath. It was getting too difficult to keep his grip on the ground with the rain pouring down, and he slips.

His entire arm and head are drenched in deep red, like some odd thing re-emerging from the afterbirth of the fight. Once proper air manages to half-fill his lungs again, he slumps for a moment in the mud, letting the rain fall on him, seeing double of his hand just a foot or so away from his face.

"Shit..." he wheezes out, trying to regain some energy. Well, he was alive.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-09-19 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't grumble, lying motionless on the ground as Safflower sniffs the blood and offal on his helmet. When offered, he simply grasps at the blurry rope-like object in front of him and hangs on as best he can.

"The sword - " he gasps out, unable to think of a clever reply. He let go of Lashan's blade at some point after the bear's death, and the lack of weapon in his hand was the loudest signal blaring his brain. When Safflower helps tug his body out from under the mutated bulk of the beast, it hurts his joints. Being compressed between metal and a ton of meat was a terrible endeavor, as much as it protected all his vital parts. He manages to eventually be squeezed out onto the muddy floor.

He slowly gets up on his knees and hands, taking in deeper breaths and spitting out the blood that managed to get into his mouth. The top-half of his borrowed clothes were dyed a deep black-red, undisturbed by the rain. When he looks up, he sees Safflower's familiar tan forelegs pawing the mud. He can't help but smile a bit, even if its hidden under his visor.
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[personal profile] garmr 2022-09-20 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Guts curses more loudly now that there was proper air in his chest, and unfastens the helmet to slip it vigorously off his head. Without the metal obscuring his face, it was easier to see the absolutely miserable expression. Between the rain and the helmet, his black hair was plastered neatly to his skull, free of all the disgusting viscera coating everything below his eyes in blood.

When he feels a nose daring to sniff his comparitively unspoiled hair, he guesses Safflower was waiting behind him. Even without the blood, the ride and the fight would have left him quite sweaty with exertion. Rain wouldn't fix it. It was just in the process of turning him into a larger wet rat. He gets a glimpse of Galli nestled in between the two larger animals, frowning.

He's pensive, uncertain of how pissed he should be that he almost died searching for this shivering girl. A stranger. With no promise that he'd get his proper sword back. He could almost hear the admonishment in his head from every rough voice that had taught him better about surviving in the world. He gets to his feet, unsteadily at first, but his steps become more confident once he finds Safflower as a nice, steady support to lean against. No use dwelling on it.

"I wouldn't eat any of that thing's meat if I were you." he says to Lashan."Thing's obviously got some kinda disease."

It pained him to say that. How did they have so many hunters and no game meat to show for it?

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